" Set " Like Stone ....

I have my " second wind " back today , or rather this evening . So , i am having a chatter with you , as a certain someone out there has requested ! :o)

I `ve had to have my lights on in the home , since 11am this morning as it`s been a real rainy , dreary dark day . I knew also i would not be going outside at all today , so i tweaked my blog about this morning , had lunch , then hit the slump of not wanting to do anything . A headache appeared yet again , so i had a snooze on the sofa , for which two hours passed so quickly , and then thought ... I`m ready to do a post of some sort .


Another poem came about a few nights ago written in bed . You know the situation , when you`re tired , so you go up - but then you cannot drop off , because you have so many things going around in your brain . You cannot switch off and get frustrated with yourself . I kept telling myself to stop these stupid thoughts and get to sleep . But that makes it worse . Too many thoughts to mention , but like , will he stop snoring !! ? :o) How can he make so much noise and not wake himself up ! ? LOL !!

But anyway , most of my thoughts were " dark " , not set in stone , like the photo above , looking vulnerable , naked and exposed for all to see . So this reflects the poems mood , but not what i am feeling right now .......

What if i -

Feel sad today ?

What if i -

Lost my way ?

What if i -

Need to cry ?

What if i -

With questions why ?

What if i -

Feel helpless inside ?

And cannot think

Need to hide

What if i -

Diversions aside

Try and face you all -

And cannot hide

What if i -

Change the way i think

Feed from others ,

Take a drink ?

What if i - can try what you say

What if i -

Say tomorrow , ..... not today ?

What if i -

Realise what you say

What if i-

Want to repay ?

What if i - Now feel secure

what if i -

can now say ....

Thank -you .

It was a few of so many thoughts that i do have , not necessarily all at the same time though . But included some to go in the poem itself .

Some come into my head pretty quickly , and i play around with the words . It`s that simple for me , although i know some cannot write poems , but are good writers in their own right .

Hope you`re all having a relaxing weekend !!

xx